These past couple of days I had so much to get done & was able to get a lot done …. Yesterday night I decided not to go to sleep & just go very early to get my taxes done because I tried 2 days prior with no success, I wanted to make sure I would be the 1st seen … thankfully I got this out of the way … before that, I was looking for something very important & after flipping my place upside down & almost giving up I found exactly what it was I was looking for sigh … on the positive side I got rid of sooo much stuff I didn’t need.
After getting my taxes done I was to meet up with my cousin to head to jersey to buy a laptop & get my cheat meal for the week , but unfortunately he was too tired to go, he could barely hold a conversation with me when I went to his place, but fortunately he decided to lend me his car & I headed to get my cheat meal after a successful routine week & than headed to the mall to get the laptop I needed, the person at the store asked if I had an appointment, I said no (I didn’t think I needed one) & they set an appointment for me for 2:45 ( it was 1:50) … I headed to a lounge area part of the mall & that’s when fatigue started setting in from lack of sleep …finally 2:45 rolled around & I waisted no time, I got exactly what I needed & in less than 10 minutes I was on my way out of the store & headed back to ny. I than decided to go to a local bike shop & inquire about several things I needed to get done for my ebike (since the weather is getting nice and I can avoid the trains & Uber / rideshare to & from work) … the bike mechanic told me he was able to do it all & at that point I felt like I did everything I set out to do.
There was a fight going on today & I was supposed to invite another cousin of mines over, as well as some friends , but when I went to drop off the car for a bit, I went & chilled / drank a beer / felt really tired & knocked out literally on the couch lol, my cousin works virtually so kept doing his work … I feel like my other family member is upset with me because I didn’t invite him but I genuinely had every intention to, I just knocked out & literally woke up 30 minutes before the fight … I texted him , called him & he never responded or answered… I may be overthinking it a bit but I feel he’s upset … after leaving my cousins place about an hour or so ago I noticed it had rain, but decided to go to the taco truck to get some grilled chicken for the ferals , I knew I was risking they wouldn’t be there due to the wet street but the female was there, the male didn’t showed up so I fed her … I’m now home, feeling like I got alot done, but feeling like I didn’t at the same time …. Feeling nostalgic for whatever reason , feeling like my job takes up too much of my time to genuinely pursue my passion, but right now I can’t give up my job because it is still effectively taking care of the bills …. Feeling like I need an entire week off & really get a lot done … this was my day, how was yours?