Hello all, I have not pulled the trigger on a true cuddle session yet because I am a bit worried and need a bit of help pushing forward. Now, I am a big guy, I really don't have to worry about being safe, but I have always tried to do the right thing for me and my loved ones. I have been married for 16 years, I love her, and I am totally against cheating or somehow hurting her. However, three years ago she went through a battle with breast cancer which left her scared and insecure. Now she is on these after-cancer pills that make her quite mean spirited, and she has forgotten what her husband needs. I have NEVER cheated on her, and I really do not want to because she truly did nothing to put herself in this situation. Prior to cancer our sexual lives were amazing but now it's hard to get just a cuddle from her. I have tried to fill the gaps with several types of online porn, I have looked at some sites with working girls, but I know that is not what I want. I do not need or want to have sex I just need a bit of sensual satisfaction. (If that makes sense) I have met this one genuinely nice person for lunch from this site just one time but there was no cuddle, and it felt a bit weird just because I didn't know what to do or really what I wanted. I want to feel emotionally safe, and I want to feel like I am doing the right thing. I just do not know what the right thing is....