Throughout my life I have felt very little support from anyone. It’s been such a tough journey for me, most people I was close to growing up tried to plant a seed, that I would be a failure, that I had mental issues that would slow me down, for a long time I did self sabotage my own life because I believed those who made me feel like I wasn’t worthy. It took me so many years to break free from all that hate. I’m back in school, working full time as a caregiver. A job that I feel being compassionate and empathetic, is a must. Most people who work with me, or see me on a daily basis, wouldn’t imagine by how I act, all that I’ve witnessed. Not that I want to go around scaring people with my trauma. But when I think to myself, how far I’ve come, how hard I work to maintain the life I desire. It makes me feel proud of myself, anyways just wanted to vent about this, because it’s been on my mind. Just wanted to share with an understanding community ❤️
If you’re someone who is also working so hard for your goals, know that I, feel proud of you! There’s nothing more rewarding than knowing you fully deserve everything you worked so hard to get! 
Here’s a photo of my cat Charlotte, she’s the closest thing to me ❤️