I've went from only having one cuddle with the handful of people I've met since joining. Big part of it was my personal choice that I only was able to meet a handful. For example, not wanting to cuddle with smokers, or those in a relationship which took away many people from being a possibility in an already niche/difficult situation. I've also had more or less more than my fair share of rejections, and vice versa for various other reasons.
Anyway, I've somewhat recently been attending places in the city which has been helping me with my socialization. Now this arrangement I've now may not be ideal or may at some point or another potentially come to an end. Though through that I've actually met someone with whom I've had several cuddle successions with. Finally I've been getting to cuddle multiple times since like forever, or possibly the first time ever getting to share multiple cuddles with the same person.
Best part?
He has no issue with us having public cuddles and my disability doesn't make him feel differently or like he wants to hide it. I've for the first time in a while been feeling accepted, especially in a physical form. I've known someone prior who unfortunately we couldn't, yet anyway, meet in person. Though he's someone I'd feel would be just as accepting if not more.
I don't really know what the future holds, and I'm trying to take things slow. Though I'm quite happy at least for the time being, and I feel like there might potentially be another connection I could maybe make elsewhere. Though I suppose we shall see, and for now I want to make the most of what I've.