I know exactly what I want to say in my head but once I start to type it out it seems like it's all gone. Met this wonderful human back in April, I went to 80s fest out in Frankenmuth (MI) and stayed the night in Birch run along with some friends. Since I was in the area, figured I would change my location temporarily and change my intro a tad bit saying I was in the area to see who was out there. Got a message from softtouch313, saying he was up for a cuddle and he was an early riser like myself. I knew I wasn't going to be able to after concert cuz I tend to be an early riser and earlish to bed a lot of the times. I knew by time we got back, I would go to my room and crash and be up early the next morning. He came by earlier the next morning, great cuddle and great conversation. Friends knew and yeah I'm just a weirdo lol. He came out here a couple times, and I was going to make it up there at some point hopefully. Well that some point never came :-(. My last text to him, I sent a picture of my bonfire and he replied with "burning down the house.". I said no, just a girl and her fire. That was the last I heard from him. Wondered why he hadn't gotten back as usually we would go back and forth here and there. Noticed that he hadn't logged in here and a few days and usually he did. Then I I then found out why.. Life is short, here today and can be gone tomorrow.