Night time seems to make everything harder. The missed feeling of having someone to hold onto at night. Being able to feel another person pressed against you, feeling like someone cares about you. It's so hard not being able to touch anyone.
Reach out you will be pleased with their results
I'm so sorry that you aren't a little closer, if you are ever in NC I would have no problem cuddling with you. Until then keep looking on the site and I hope that you find someone soon.
It is very hard, having someone there relieves that hole but it’s so hard to find someone to fill that hole, someone that can make you feel wanted again