needing deep love

i am new here.
i am going thru a divorce.
i am a real human.
i am a chronic pain patient.
i am so lonely.
i need touching.
this is real.
no one even hears me.
i say this every day and i sit in tears, i smoke weed, cry, beg to God to send a persont hat willl , that wants to touch me........I am very cute.
I am very sweet,
I need someone
cant the world hear me,
I say this every day
and no one ever comes
its really very sad when i think of my reality,

i talk to so many people online every day
and no one will go that extra mile,
i have no car
i have no money

that does not mean i am less than any of you that have those things
if having those things makes me an asshole.
i am willing to just be in poverty and be nice,

people are insane, they are never ever happy
ever

  1. did you read this8 votes
    1. did you like this
      25.00%
    2. why are you here
        0.00%
    3. mean people suck
      75.00%

Comments

  • I voted mean people suck because they do.

    Welcome, @DarkDoula2021. i'm sorry to hear you are having such a hard time. I feel for you.

    I'm too far away to help but I hope somebody will. You are in a good place to find some help. Read the Frequently Asked Questions sticky on the main board, and hang out in the forums for a while. This place rewards patience, thoughtfulness and effort.

  • @DarkDoula2021 , like @CuddleDuncan advises ... just hang in here with the rest of us. Better times come at different times for all of us.

  • edited April 2021

    I forgot to say you may get some messages from idiots. Do not be put off by them, there are plenty of nice people here too. Do not be shy about blocking and/or reporting them if you need to, the site is very good at dealing with undesirables.

    You are not the only person here who has or is suffering from these kinds of pain. In fact most of us have/do.

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