He'll I'm new to this site as of today, my reason for joining us simple I want to hold and be held by someone, I'm disabled veteran of Iraq and I suffer from ptsd tho chronic depression and anxiety , I've tried alot and frankly all I can think of lately is snuggling up to someone . Due to my anxiety I don't go out much and man working on all of the above , yet it dosnt quell the emptiness inside.