@Pat871 ~ I didn't expect you'd feel compelled to rehash your reasoning. I was mearly pointing out the pontial to not have your fantasy realized due to what was raked over in another thread.
Like I could almost see it all being a storyline in a dark comedy short, for some hipster-ish film festival. Where at the end you're walking down the middle of the road, in the rain, your head hanging down as you drag your bag of band merch behind you. And as the scene fades your footsteps are in perfect time to a slowed + reverb version of MMMBop as the credits roll...
Lol ~ It's actually a thing...
... roll credits.
This whole thread is disturbing.
@CozyWolfy
Why yes, yes it is.....
I am a disturbed young girl. 😬
@Pat871 I absolutely love the labyrinth! Very detailed plans. As I was growing up I had books full of these... some had dragons and fairies. I would love to swap. If you would like.
@THBear
Swap what for what?
@Pat871 Run away stories.
@Pat871: I don't doubt that you're depressed. But this fantasy doesn't look like the natural result of depression alone. I don't think you're just depressed.
Rather than hunting down a member of this family you're fixated on, for the single purpose of binding them to you as closely as possible, why not look into therapy? Medicine seems more likely to heal your pain than, well... that ↑.
I hope you're practicing performance art somewhere.
@PeopleLikeUs
Who are you talking about?
You. This is really good.
My blog post is good?
Yes. Awesome material.
If you were to put this into stand-up or Moth Radio format they'd come looking for you. It's probably a five-minute routine by now. Besides, a lot of stars marry normies. It's common when someone takes a position in the industry and has access to famous people either behind the scenes or out front.
@quixotic_life
Very clever, very creative.
@infintesnuggles
Ok, so there are only TWO female pro's near me and BOTH of them are ignoring me. 😡
That's it. I'm done.
I'm outta here!
I'm packing up, and flying STRAIGHT to Tulsa right after Hanson has finished their last show, to find and marry Ezra Hanson. And in the mean time I'm going to be learning the drums to make my life feel less numb.
They have bodyguards. Site security. Handlers. PR people trained to spot & deal with particular fans. Three layer security. Lawyers. Again, lawyers. Not to mention, experience. The wisdom or hardening depending on point of view brings a detached style of addressing issues & people. What I’m saying is it’ll be far far more difficult than you may think. Have an alternative or perhaps several alternatives to find happiness. To find your balance, zen, & wholeness. Don’t rely only on the mmmbop brothers. Trust me, they already have plans.
@teddybear888
I'm relying on the Middle brother (Taylor's) SON actually.
One of their kids, aka the oldest kid between them, will marry me.
Will they? Why?
Cause I'll make him fall in love with me
You've got more charm than all his other fans? Charm enough to get past his security, even?
I have two questions. Well, to start with anyway.
What in the name of all that's holy is so great about Tulsa?
When people who live in Tulsa want to run away, where do they go?
@CuddleDuncan
They have HANSON
The best band in the whole world!
@DaringSprinter
i sure do! Almost ALL of my male friends fall in love with me eventually.
Then your issue is getting past security and making friends. He isn't your friend now, right?
No he isn't my friend YET. But he will be. 😏
Do YOU have any advice on how to get me pasty security?
It's difficult to make friends with a person when
• he doesn't want to be your friend because he has no idea who you are or that you even exist
• hundreds of other people also want to be his friend
• there are armed guards between you and him.
Why not marry one of the people who are in love with you already?
I had a friend years ago who had the same plan about a Philadelphia Flyers player. She ended up getting barred from their games.
Sometimes it is quite difficult to re stir the pot once it has already settled for a while. Well done OP, my hat tips to you