I am NOT looking for sex.
I just really need someone to hold me or be there with me. I was in love with the woman of my dreams for the past four years until I realized that she moved on. I was in love with her and cared for her, everything was about her, but I guess that is boring for some.
She was my only relationship and I put everything I could into it. Now that she’s gone, I feel so hopeless and numb. It’s hitting me harder and harder now. I’ve never felt this before. I’m so desperate now I’ve come to this because I don’t like talking about it to my friends or anyone.
I have nightmares. I have bad thoughts of her that keep me up. I can’t sleep, or I wake up crying. I hate to admit it but it’s been so painful now.
I don’t know if anyone is reading this or can help me, as a human being. I’m not looking for sex. I will respect your boundaries. I guess I just want to be held to feel less alone. I just want to think of her and cry and hope someone can comfort me.
I don’t know what to do because I’m lost. I don’t expect anyone to reply or help me, but if you do I will send more pictures or tell you more about myself beforehand so you’re comfortable.
Sorry for the post or if this isn’t meant to be here. I’m not doing so well so I’m trying to reach out hoping I can find someone to help me.
Thanks for reading.