This is definitely too heavy a topic to be asking people you don’t know. If I were in your shoes, I would talk with my closest family and friends to get support. First step is to definitely get away from the abusive person. It’s your body, so you do what’s best for you and your mental health.
💯 agree with @Sheena123 It upset me a lot to think of asking complete strangers on a public forum about such a personal decision. None of them should have any influence except if you can be completely objective about their answers and take anything of value from them. But I haven’t read the answers, I don’t want to, people insert their own political and religious agenda into this topic. I would want to have nothing to do with their opinions, but that’s just me. I wish you only the best.