Hello People,
My sexuality has come under a big question as I found out that my manhood is not very well endowed. It all started with an incident where my friends were bathing naked at those swim showers and forced me to get bare as well. It was then and there that I had to gulp down the hard truth that I measure way smaller than the average size.
The whole incident eventually got me to feel like a sissy. It is really a sickening feeling where you got an imperfect body of a man with feminine desires bursting up within you. Only recently after surmounting great mental resistance, I started putting on female attires. And, God Damn it......the very sensation of those womanly outfits on my body was like taking heroin shots (I never had one) getting my brain to release massive pleasure chemicals. Suddenly, I found myself biting my lips like that girl "Anastasia" in the movie "Fifty shades of Grey" tending into a horny & drowsy trance like state. Least to say, it is being an addictive experience.
Though I'm trying to apply breaks to these feminine feelings, it is getting harder to unhook myself to the lady outfits. Considering that I'm a poor foreign student living in USA, I cannot afford to buy attractive looking attires of women. So, I wish to put an end to it and I need a cuddle partner (preferably a lady partner) with whom I could share and surrender my feminine aspect of self once and for all.
So, Is there any gorgeous damsel out there who is willing to make me realize my MANLY nature...through art of cuddling..please?
Note: I'm not a CON trying to entice anyone here. If anyone does understand what I'm trying to say here and empathize with my feelings, you can catch my honesty and make your call.
Thanks for reading up!!