I have trust issues with myself and my cuddler I want to and do trust her and want to open up but am reluctant in ways because I've had trouble in the past with sharing my feelings and making things very bad so I don't want this again but I want to really connect with her on a deeper level and am afraid if I do it will end badly and I don't want to get hurt anymore so trust isn't easy but with her it comes so naturally it's terrifying.