So, I've been lonely most of my life, which hasn't been a major issue because I'm blessed in so many other ways. However, it still sucks to be alone. And although I'm a big advocate of going for the things that one wants, I can't seem to approach the girls that I'm interested in.
I've thought of the reasons why that is: there are a lot of events, in my life, that I think are factors to why I am "afraid" to approach them.
1 of these factors (the only factor I can comfortably discuss) is the notion that I want her to be my first and only girl(and vice verca would be very satisfying).
Now is that not normal? Because I feel very different from today's generation and what "scares" me is not finding the one and only one when the time comes.
I just had to let it out; Let me know what you all think.
Thanks for reading,