Photo's removed. I'm sorry for your situation but you may not post names or pictures of other members without their direct consent. Support is encouraged, but risking witch hunts are not ok. [Shake49]
Im ready to get this off my chest....i Keep typing and deleting, typing and deleting been so emotional trying to post this. Saw my therapist recently and decided to end the year of 2022 releasing my pain from my wife and focus on healing.
Wife was a PRO on This site and left me for another client earlier this year. We worked together in the beginning I was the one to introduce her to the site, I saw all her messeges since we was a team, I seem the perverts and I seem the support from other PROS when she asked questions so I'm aware of who here on this platform spoke with her if anyone is curious on any details of my story DM me
I've had more support here on cc than my own family and friends. I have forgiven her, despite that fateful text I got one day when she told me she fell in love with her client and will no longer be charging him and will be starting a future together and moved out with me...everything happen in a span of less that 45 days of joining CC....so our 10year marriage..was destroyed just like that.
So there was a huge split within the family her side blamed me for introducing her to the site because she had low self esteem, and knew she would fall in love with a guy and that I wanted to break up with her because she used to beat me in the past because she used to deny me sex and make me pay for sex my own wife madr me pay $40 to $80 for basic sexual acts Bj and intercourse. I felt.likens homeless man who rether eat a moldy sandwich than to not eat at all. If the only way I could get sex to pay my own wife...I did it..looking bsck.this tsintedour entire sexusl experience snd the marriage went down hill the last years of our marriage
im ashamed i didnt know what I know now, how terrible that was for her to do that to me. Sometimes when your in the middle of.the storm you are just worrying about surviving.....I didnt have self confidence or self esteem at the time but her family didnt give a damn about my feelings...and blamed.me I was looking for an excuse to leave her...but she was the one who left me!! Yet I was public enemy #1 they treated like I was a terrorist.
This tore me apart because all I ever did was try to love and protect her and I paid.for sex because I was the one with low self worth and she used the money to get her mails done and hair done. Unfortunately i soent so much on paying fkr sex i became blind to bills sns priorities and our car got repossessed st one point. I just wanted her to be happy and forgot about my.own and responsibilities snd her family blamed me for not being s man and not taking care of her
When the marriage ended I didn't even know how to buy a gift for.myself or take care of me....because I had given her my all. This year is my first Christmas alone, so I'm thankful for all of you to listen to me. I start from scratch I live in s garage the car accident left me with no car
If you made it to the end....then I'll tell you that the images you see attached to this post are in my therpy session when I tore up our wedding photo album and picture frame everything was $200 I. Value..it was a time for.healing and my ability to move on and proud of improving my self worth over the years. So much I have to say but dodnt want.to write a 10page book feel free.to DM if you like to offer support