Just a rough day

SheaBear36SheaBear36
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I have always received requests or replies to requests, and then a few sessions were just not great or weird. I've had maybe three. The last one I had was nice, and we met for half an hour at a park near by. Ive been doing a lot of different gigs (surveys and transcribing) even playing games on my phone. The job market is bumming me out and I had my birthday reccently but I had an argument with my son and he went home early. :( Long time till he comes back and we can cuddle and watch a movie together. ( Its my favorite thing to do tbh) I had therapy a week ago and just my anxiety is always bad this week. I know it has gotten bad when I cant even sleep. So I sit up late into the night and draw. and draw until I cant see the details in my drawing anymore and go to bed.

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  • [Deleted User]CuddlesPlease7 (deleted user)

    What do you draw?

  • blisscuddlesblisscuddles

    @SheaBear36 - Sorry that it’s been rough for you. Hope you can find comfort with your therapy and time outdoors. Drawing, writing and expressing your thoughts helps too. Sending comforting hugs.

  • SheaBear36SheaBear36

    @CuddlesPlease7 Usually I try to imagine who i see myself even though i have a hard time with my self love and sometimes even self care.

  • [Deleted User]CuddlesPlease7 (deleted user)

    @SheaBear36 i once had to paint a large format self portrait in colllege. It was torturous (I’m a very prolific self-hater). Maybe try to paint things that represent you indirectly? I was just curious. I haven’t drawn/painted/or illustrated in years and that was kind of my thing. Depression and anxiety kind of puts a stop to creativity for me.

  • SheaBear36SheaBear36

    I think I have some on my pc

    OK So i do a lot of faces and Such the middle one was a 3 day project with mixed media

  • [Deleted User]CuddlesPlease7 (deleted user)

    @SheaBear36 theyre wonderful!!! You’re very talented! I’m sorry you and your son argued. So even as a Pro-cuddler, you’re cuddle deficient at the moment?

  • TeddyCuddle45TeddyCuddle45

    Amazing artwork, I love putting on the tunes and working on a project, yes its works but it's enjoyable an eases the mind, I highly recommend a lofi music chill session.works wonders

  • [Deleted User]SweetlyBlissful (deleted user)

    I will just sit quietly by you virtually. It’s been a rough week on my end too. The drawing and reaching it here is good for you. Self care is the key to getting through it. You aren’t alone!💜

  • SheaBear36SheaBear36

    @CuddlesPlease7 Thank you. The day panned out better with a great session and just pacing myself today.

  • [Deleted User]CuddlesPlease7 (deleted user)

    @SheaBear36 Thats great, I’m glad the day got better for you! Be kind to yourself and keep drawing! :)

  • [Deleted User]gem7 (deleted user)

    @SheaBear36
    "May the wind take your troubles away. Both feet on the floor. Both hands on the wheel."

    Son Volt

  • SheaBear36SheaBear36

    @gem7 thank you gem.

    @CuddlesPlease7 I will in my downtime. I just have to motivate myself! And I may get some from my partner. But maybe its just the maternal feeling I miss since I don't see my son very often.

    @SweetlyBlissful Even a virtual companion is better then being alone. The cats help too when they arent being brats.

    @blisscuddles Thank you for the encouragement and support. I did take a walk outside since it wasn't too hot.

  • [Deleted User]CuddlesPlease7 (deleted user)

    @SheaBear36 I can imagine holding your child warms your heart in a way that nothing else can. Hopefully you see him soon. Hang in there.

  • [Deleted User]gem7 (deleted user)

    We all have rough days. Sometimes I feel like the world is a Tuxedo and I am a pair of brown shoes. It always gets better.

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