I am a social recluse who has to compensate to be social which is very ironic since I am a social worker
I've now been in 3 failed relationships which unfortunately were my primary source of physical comfort. The first guy was physically abusive, the second had mental health issues that prevented him from staying in a relationship for long and the third is my current relationship which is not technically over but he refuses to come and visit me or our daughter or even speak to me about anything beyond basic pleasantries so
I haven't been in a real romantic relationship since I was 20 years old. I'm turning 28 in July. I was in a very unhealthy and abusive relationship for two years back then and I haven't been able to trust anyone enough to give them the privilege of getting too close to me.
I enjoy writing, doing crafts, creating art through various mediums, singing, making songs, playing instruments, creating films, making YouTube videos, dancing, modeling, acting, busking, photography, and essentially doing anything related to creativity and the arts.
I haven’t had a romantic relationship since 2005, 2006, something like that. Every such relationship I’ve had has ended with me being left. I don’t trust myself to go through that yet again, so I remain single. My depression doesn’t help matters either.