I know this likely isn't the place for a post like this. And I haven't commented/posted much at all since I've joined the site. But I've seen mostly great/encouraging responses to people that have posted different things in the forums. And I feel like my friends and family don't understand how I'm feeling. I'm in therapy and am taking meds. As a whole, I feel I have done everything that has been suggested to me over the years of fighting depression. It just isn't getting any better. I am losing hope. I don't expect anyone to respond to this post. I just needed to vent this out in a space.