About me
Fully vaccinated & mask-user as needed, as I trust how the science involved works. Big fan of KC Chiefs, the outdoors, art, and nearly all music - not a fan of most country (too many love songs, for one thing), rap, or opera, but everything else from classical to metal to blues works for me! Liberal, so if you're not, definitely avoid politics as a subject.
My best friend for 40+ years used to describe me as sweet, loving, friendly, opinionated, strong, caring and empathic. Used to, that is. I won't get into what he describes me as, now.
The problem is that he's the one that I always cuddled with, for 40+ years, because I have loved him for 40+ years. But... at 38½ years of marriage, he decided to toss all that in the dumpster and set it on fire. He said he didn't "want to live in my world any more," but never even told me when and why it changed from OUR world to just mine. Then he filed for divorce the day after our 39th anniversary. So... I am in desperate need of someone to hold and to hold me in return, because all I have now are my sons, and that, naturally, doesn't feel right. I am so hurt, and so alone, and have no shoulder to lay my head on. I now can't trust anyone, because the one man I trusted over all others ... did this to me. So this seems like the safest thing to do. [No non-platonic messages, please.]
I WILL probably cry, though ... I have been crying for nearly 3 years, now. Just fair warning for you.
However... I won't be on again for I'm not sure how long. I'm going through the worst grief a mother can have right now, and fear that I would complicate any cuddling with such strong emotions. The exact opposite of what this site is about, in fact. So... until I get a handle on that, I'm gonna be hiding away from here. I hope to be back.
Facts
Join Date |
January 2022 |
Orientation |
Straight |
Status |
Single |
Cuddles |
Men |
Can be |
Public |
Preferred Days |
Sun, Mon, Tue, Wed, Thu, Fri, Sat |
Preferred Times |
Afternoon, Evening, Night |
Preferred Age |
45 - 70 |
Fav. Movie |
Sci-fi; action, no gore/romanc |
Fav. TV Show |
Doctor Who |
Location: |
Hume, MO |
Height |
5' 7" |
Body Type |
A little extra |
Car Owner |
Yes |
Pets |
Several! Cats, dogs & chickens to start! |
Drinks |
Rarely |
Smokes |
Yes |
Ethnicity |
White |
Religion |
Agnosticism |
Job |
Disabled |
Children |
Has children |
No friends to show yet :(
No Cuddle Karma just yet. You can write about your cuddle experience with Nytowl223 once you have exchanged a few messages.