Hey there! I'm new to this platform, and I love the idea when I browse here online but I've just been trying to get an understanding of everything and understand how I'm feeling about it in practice for myself in real life.
I initially wanted to find an enthusiast, but it seems like there's not many in my area.
I'm thinking maybe I'll hire a pro, but I'm honestly not sure if I'm going to feel some kind of way about myself having gone with a pro instead of an eventually finding an enthusiast, or even finding someone through the friends and social circle grapevine somehow. My worry is if I'm gonna feel like it's not a real mutually enjoyed relationship, so I'm trying to understand this all from other people's experiences first.
How did you feel after your first pro session?