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4 months ago
Thank you thank you thank you ^_^ Very much appreciated that you were easygoing from start to finish. Coordinating the day/time/type of session/etc. were all so nice!! It helped that you valued hypotheticals in the pre-screening chats as much as I did and were basically up for any eventuality - to come across it and then determine where to go from whatever point, together. Splitting our cuddle into 2 versions was so cool, and we didn't listen to music or anything, chats and silence were so effortless. We navigated various touch fluidly, such as if I put my hand over yours because it was cold without asking - I loved how you encouraged me to practice re-doing something like that to really make sure I was practicing the same consent-forward session that I expect, so thank you..... even if you were comfortable with it and neither of us exceeded the others' comfort-level...... it really helped that you didn't DOWNplay any of my preferences on being sure to clearly communicate! Even if we have a somewhat established and shared level of contact, I do prefer sticking to being sure before most new types of touch that it's ok... and overall that went pretty smoothly.
Very, very cool of you to boldly trust my outdoors idea to cuddle IN THE WINTER! We successfully pulled off a whole hour and had so much fun doing it! Thanks for being imaginative and childish in our conversations about whatever things we saw in the distance..... I especially liked how we could turn moments where I was perhaps overly-accommodating in making sure you were covered into jokes on deciding someone else's comfort for them, yet being able to wholly trust than we can move on in good faith and respect.... silence even, and with a smile.
It's a tough thing to encapsulate in words, but overall it was good to trust that we could just let what be, be, and have respect and fun through it all.
We obviously were experimental with positioning on the floor, and it went swimmingly..... just leaning into seeing if something stuck or not and sharing a sense that it was fine to let it marinate a few moments longer. We joked about whether or not to even look at the clock and that made me feel at ease.... like if we should try another position just to say that we did or wait until we naturally never got to the next one because the current one was obviously so good? ...those kind of conversations were so hilarious and mysterious and willing!! You also took zero offense or even made hardly a notion it was weird that I preferred not to technically "hold hands" for instance, and I thought that was really cool - hopefully you get the sense that I don't mind at all for that to have been a suggestion too.
I loved how you were open to sharing some eye contact, so thank you for that. Thanks for sharing your Why and being transparent behind being here in the community even if it's technically none of my business. You also definitely gave me a sense of feeling like my services were valued and my terms respected. Thanks so much, I really appreciate you and loved the refreshing feeling we both had like we just slept for 12 hours or something afterwards! ^_^ P.S. MMB all day (modified "mama bear") P.P.S I hope you enjoyed my occasional humming :)