Bikerpunkdave43

My best friends would say I am like no other man on earth. I was raised by my mom. I was always a big guy and eventually married the love of my life. But alas she left me after 23 years of seeing to her every need and comfort for a boy our sons age. I am living alone in a guest house and I hate it. I am the kinda guy that needs to be taking care of someone ( my codependent side) all the time. I feel lost at the moment like I will never get better. I will probably cry and it may shock you a 46 yo burly biker guy would cry but I feel alone all the time. But I am normally fun and out going and laugh all the time. I'm never angry. I never yell. Never argue just discuss whatever. I love the beach and camping and mountains. People say I'm too nice and never think of myself. It's true I am probably going to die saving a stranger.