Conifer5

I want to cuddle because I lost my brother. Meaning, I had a nightly affair with my brother every night. We were caught when I was 11, and my parents put a stop to that comforting. My affair with my brother was all prepubescent for me, and my sexuality later tried to develop in a mature sexual way, but that 11+ y/o wounded part is still prepubescent. The wounded part wants connection, and I want to use the cuddling dyad to project my broken intrapsychic parts onto my cuddling partner, so I can speak out (and cry out) my issues, that I never got a chance to speak out with my brother after we were separated.