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*I am processing some things and not online much, if you reach out I may be slow to respond. If what my body looks like is important then pls save us both some time/energy and pass on reaching out. Thx*

Hi! I’m a little hesitant having on online presence for anything intimate but I do struggle with mental health (depression) and have been spending several months trying to find friends with whom to cuddle, once I realized it might be so important for health reasons. It has been difficult. I’m very shy and kinda awkward too (tho warm), and can get uncomfortable easily. So it’s been easier over the years to not look for relationships in case ppl misinterpret when I’m enthusiastic or feeling pressure for other things..

This is very new to me. I’ve steered away from seeking relationships cause of how sexualized the world can seem but as it says on this site, touch is really important and I wonder how much lovelier life could be sharing small moments and in a safe platonic way

I mentioned being shy, but in the interest of transparency I am struggling a lot with gender. Please read that again.
If it’s something that makes you uncomfortable too, I understand but I don’t want ppl reaching out then being surprised when mention it in msgs. It’s already hard enough, pls don’t make it harder by not reading attentively.. I find it very hard to affirm anything so for now I’m stating my gender as « other » since we have to choose something. I have yet to find the term that feels safe/comfortable. If my body shape or anatomy are that important then maybe look elsewhere for both our comfort levels.

This feels like a big important step, so I might be a bit slow to move forward, please don’t take it personally

If we do plan a meet up I will of course send a photo, for now even just setting up a profile was outside of my comfort. Baby steps