Ford_Prefect

Maybe more affected by male loneliness than most.
At risk of being violated here, I’ll divulge that I’m confident that there is no reconciling who I am with the human race. I have this weird conviction that any and all influence is equitable to manipulation and violation. In my mind, attempting to persuade someone or change how someone feels is the exact same gradient that rape is on. It all comes from the belief that how you feel or think is more important or more correct than the way another person feels or thinks.
Not a healthy brain is it.
As such, I avoid influencing others in all ways of my life. I am not stupid and I realize that it’s impossible. That’s why I understand that my story ends with my inability to cope with the pain and loneliness that my mentality causes.
More often than not I look forward to when that happens. I have a lot of debt to pay off before I can make those plans though so here I am, trying to cope for a little bit longer.