HugMyTearsAway

Well, a very long story cut short, my now estranged husband had an affair and I haven't been touched, loved, made love to, conversated with...nothing. We are just roommates at this point and do not even share the same bedroom/bathroom. I guess you could say, "my soul is starving" and I've had enough. All my life I've been a very loving, touchy, huggable, funny, compassionate, generous and kind person. This last year, has been one of the most difficult though. I even bought two monkeys. thinking that they would fill the emptiness inside and they do to a degree but not like what I thought it would. :( That's pretty much all for now. (I can only be a "host" as I am unable to leave my home because of my infant monkey at this time)

It's now 31-Jan-19 and for Christmas, my husband decided it would be in his best interest to sleep with my son's friend...who is also married. He's now moving in with her. And I thought that he could do nothing further to break my spirit. God have mercy on his soul.....he's going to need it for what God has in store for him and his harlot!!!