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1 year ago
Jman420 messaged me as I was passing through his state, and though we weren't able to meet up that first time, we were a month later, and Oh. My. Gosh. This dude! All I can say is I feel like I've met my best friend. His beautiful smile and easy laugh instantly calmed me down, and his sense of humor melded with mine so perfectly! We had so much to say to each other, I swear we had seven subjects going on at once. He knows how to make me laugh, and can also slice through the deepest parts of me so I feel safe enough to pull out my most vulnerable history.
We wound up spending a whopping 8+ hours together that day, between talking, cuddling, movie theater cuddles, and MORE talking and cuddling. It was nearly impossible to tear myself away from him at the end of the night and if I hadn't had a 6-hour drive looming ahead of me the next morning, I wouldn't have had it in me to leave. His touch was so gentle...he made me feel so loved and special, I never wanted to leave his strong arms.
I deeply appreciated that despite our shared snarky sense of humor, his actions were 100% platonic. I can't imagine having a more raucous time with someone who was, in fact, such a gentleman. This contrast reminds me of myself and is just another reason I adore him so dang much. He also pulled some of the most amazing sweet nothings out of the air with insane smoothness. Jman, I can't wait to be in your arms again. "Hell yeah!"