Starving250

My best friends would say that I am kind, caring, silly, funny, energetic, have squirrel brain, love music, arts and entertainment, no smoking just 420, social drinking occasionally, a little short, a little dad bod, a little bald.
Definitely a clean freak, excellent hygiene.
I have not had a cuddle in around 5 years since I lost my partner. I'm not meeting anyone out there and feel so disconnected from myself.
I wish someone could hold space for me.
Just to feel nurtured and cared for.
To break this protective shell from me and let me be open and vulnerable, in the present and available, so I can heal and learn how to move forward with friendships and potential relationships.