TheNewTeddy

EDITED TO ADD:

After a lot of thinking, and crying, and coming to terms with things, and saying things I needed to say - I've come to the conclusion that, I am worth love. As such my need for immediate cuddle on the grounds that I'll never get one again because I do not deserve one, simply no longer exists.

I still would love a good cuddle, but without the pressure of depression tipping the scales, I'm less interested in desperately getting a cuddle before "its too late", and more interested in getting one by finding someone I enjoy spending time with! As such, I'll leave this account open, but if I'm gonna cuddle someone, I'll need to get to know you at least a tiny bit, beforehand.

ORIGINAL:

not really sure what to put here. I've not had a cuddle in 15 years, and am looking for one because I'm starting to think that I'll never have one again.

I have autism. I'm nearly 40. I'm fat.

I don't really watch much TV or movies. I like comedy, sci-fi, and probably fantasy too. the deep thinky kind of mindscrew thriller can be fun to watch as well.