lostpuppy79

not much about me to know without talking in person im like a open book not afraid to tell people things about myself also im horrid at spelling and punctuation...

anyways main reason i have come to this site is... first im not here to try and get you into bed for sexual use. but i am here because i have a non realistic problem. i'll explain

i have trouble sleeping. i have always been this way sense i can remember the only thing i know that helps is cuddling in bed (you can see why i said not sexual use).
the idea is weird im sure but honestly some people need white noise to sleep like a fan on or running water maybe music.
for me its the warmth of a body to wrap my arms around. naturally you probably think "use a pillow" its not that easy for me.
going into more detail. bodies are warm pillows are not.
my "white noise" consist of me being able to feel your body breath when my arms are around you and not saying im gonna touch you anywhere you wouldn't want to be touched but like counting sheep i tend to let my hands wander
what i mean by this is i might lightly brush your face some girls like that when you trace there features or colm your fingers through there hair.soft back rubs shoulder rubs just exploring allowed areas to help my mind ease into a sleep
now im not looking for someone to be there every time and i'd like to make friends as well if not first preferably.
i do have a friend or two that help me out now and then they understand and its 100 percent plutonic they come over maybe once a month sometimes.
but they cant always be there for me. so im looking for another pesron hopefully friend that might understand and wanna help a guy out anyways thanks for your time i hope i found the right site for what i am looking for. anything else just ask