seekingserenity

It has been a year since my last relationship. I'm honestly not looking for any kind of commitment and no sex. I just want to feel close to someone. To be able to have someone to hold. That would be really nice. Life for a while was rather chaotic but I have weeded out all the bad people a while ago and am now working on making my life better. Regretfully, this now means I live by myself and while that is very freeing, it makes a lot of nights very lonely. I would love someone to talk to, not just about normal stuff, but things that are fascinating. I want to talk about spirituality, science, the existence of different worlds in our imagination, a persons dreams, goals, and aspirations. I want to talk about something real, not just what did you do in day number 463 of your job. I want to cuddle with someone and stroke their hair while they tell me about crazy ideas and dreams. I love hearing about people. I love feeling like a person will actually listen to me too. I don't really have a lot of drama in my life, but at the same time that kind of means I don't really have anything in my life really. I have my job, my apartment, the essentials of life. What I really need is someone to help bring color to a black and white life. Perhaps that's asking too much. But really all I can really expect is to cuddle, and I'm okay with that. Even if nothing is said. Sorry if it all sounds a little weird, but it's the most honest thing I can say. Worst case scenario nobody talks to me on here and I haven't lost anything. Best case scenario I make a friend.