repeat client
I have spent two days just trying to find words to describe my cuddling experience with Sam, and I am still at a loss, but will do my best. While this is well deserving Karma meant to focus on her, I do need to take a moment to describe what a “difficult case” I am in order to pay true homage to just how poignantly her presence and the safe space she created impacted me. I have never been touched in a kind, soft, nurturing, or tender way. Not ever, not even as a child. I am a tough “adapt and overcome” kind of person, so I never missed what I lacked and simply accepted my circumstances and carried on. In recently deciding to pursue this void in my realm of experieces, I was more afraid than I have ever been of anything. The thought of having someone hold my hand, hold me, caress me, make eye contact during a tender moment, really anything involving compassion was absolutely terrifying to me. Sam dispelled those fears effortlessly within the first 30 seconds of meeting. There is something about her confidence and poise, mingled with her courage and willingness to be vulnerable herself that just put me at greater ease than I am with….well….anyone I have ever met. I have spent my life being the protector and the caretaker and I never let anyone look after me. Not in any way, shape or form. I felt instantly at ease letting Sam look after me. There is no way to adequately describe what a big deal that is for me. Just like her user name, she is sweet and strong both physically and emotionally, and I experienced a level of acquiescence that I didn’t think was possible. This is a very unique and special woman. I’ve never had an interaction with another human being that so changed my way of existing for days to follow. Everything seems slower, softer, gentler, easier, in flow, sublime. As one gets to know Sam it is very clear that she is the hero of her own story. I always thought that I was the hero of mine. Ironically, now she is!